Your history of topics on here doesn’t match this.
What I’m saying is that there are plenty of places you can print things, there isn’t just Vista Print. Most supermarkets do and I’m sure you’ll have a nice cheap, friendly local printer that will do it for you too. Just have a Google search in your area. I also know from your past topics that you pay an absolute fortune for next day delivery so you’ll be saving a lot of money too.
I’m saying this for the good of your health. If you’re struggling with anxiety and you keep repeating the same mistakes over and over putting yourself in this situation all the time then you’re not helping yourself at all.