It’s always good to talk about these things.
Online is one of the better ways to do this as it is not under your real name with no shame/(Just look at /r9k/ in its hayday on 4chan)
With the current lockdown due to coronavirus my mental health that had previously been very shaky had hit a low point i’ve not had since I was 15.
While I considered self harm and managed to limit it to the odd cigarette I managed by talking to people online to get out of those thoughts.
It’s scary but you are never alone, please talk to someone and don’t feel like your rambling, I always feel like I do whenever I just wanna have a chat with someone about this stuff.
Someone being there to listen is whats saved me before and has done again.